ITP

Omg, first i like to say i have been working 33 hrs non stop in my whole life...
and i am just 20. Working in such a critical time, i am just numb and mentally tired.
The first week of ITP was already proof i how i will be treated in future career, i am just too concious and sensitive maybe...
I can;t reject the reality, i knew it and i anticipated, i want to make a markland on it, it drives me crazy. I knew i am detail guy, thats y i might slow down on work, but i managed to finish them. However my work has never been satisfied by my own. Time flies, my mind grew alot, i am average, but on the other side, i am always upright, and i get to think more...